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Wednesday, 19 November 2008

  • Man I need to write more

    So Monday was fun.  Yeah.  Had myself a seizure.  I remember nothing except waking up afterwards and seeing the big baby blues of my best friend hovering over me.
    At the emergency room it was frustrating, yet still fun.  I am still thankful all my friends were there by my side (even Manderson, who nearly fainted from the IV they stuck in me).  Everyone was there to make me laugh and forget about the incompetent boobs who run the damn place. 
    I'm fine now.  Still have a headache.  Taking medicine and what not.  I'm a trooper.  I always recover.

    Let's just say this is definitely the worst semester ever.  But I couldn't have survived without my friends.

    <3

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

  • This is for my posterity

    One week ago, I wrote C a letter.  (C was the guy who s.a.'ed me.)  He read it alone and he stopped by today unannounced.  We talked and I began to heal.  Really.

    We talked about all that's been going on.  He admits that he has a problem with connecting emotionally to his problems.  He hates it (ironically).  He wants to heal and to help me.  He's just a phone call away. 

    I feel reconciliation- true reconciliation.  It's a kind of inexpressible peace that brings you closer to God.  One could describe it as incredible.

    So I wanted to tell my boyfriend about how happy I've become, that I've reconciled.  Long story short, I was lied to- by my boyfriend!  From one problem to the next, it's my never-ending nightmare.

    I'm so happy and so frustrated.

    -S

Monday, 03 November 2008

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    • Name: Samantha
    • Birthday: 7/5/1988
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 10/10/2007

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  • I'm the one that completes you. You haven't lived until you've met me in person.

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